A list of things i wish would happen, but probably wont

1. Me going to the moon
2. Marrying the girl i like
3. Me being the CEO of Cabelas
4. Me not going on a mission
5. Getting into BYU
6. Getting the most out of this class
7. Me Being rich and having a pool
8. Finding someone that loves me as much as i love them
9. All ways having a head fullof hair
10. Being ready for the poetry slam
11. Growing three more inches
12. Getting in a fight and winning
13. Getting a 4.0 without sucking up to my teachers
14. A girl falling in love with the real me and not the image i make of myself

Alone

 Sometimes i wish that i didn't live at my house. That i didn't have to deal with my family, my siblings. I wish i didn't have to go to school and deal with dumb kids and all their crap. i wish i didn't have try to make an image for myself, trying to prove myself, to people who don't matter. I wish i could just go away somewhere where i don't have to deal with people and where i don't have to try to impress anyone.

Even if i got away from it all how long would i last, How long would it be until deep down the human instinct in me needs to people needs the interaction. How long would anyone last from going insane. Its like every social network you can go days with out looking at, but theirs a part of you that wants to check to see if anyone's updated their status, tweeted or posted new pics. But why, why do we care.

I guess what I'm saying is, I cant stand people.          But we have to have people to go on with life.

Death

"Everything that kills me, makes me fell alive -One Republic". Maybe when we're nearer to death it brings us closer to life. Death happens there's nothing you can do to stop it. And you can spend your whole life worrying about things or you can just go and live life to its fullest. So you know how it ends, so enjoy the journey.

scout camp

I'm talking when you get  in a car drive for five hours with annoying neighbor kids. Sleep in a tent freeze your but off, eat bad food,get bug bites and smell bad. But at the end of the week those neighbor kids are your brothers and you're really tired. One time we went to lake Powell. We were going back to camp and the ride back on the boat was the coolest thing ever. It was right after a storm and the sun was coming out and going down, the sky was pink the water was glass, and we were listening to music the whole ride. So if i only had a few months to live I would make sure I went on scout camp at least one more time.

Music

Music is the one true thing that's universal, it speaks to us all. Weather you like it loud or soft, to pump you up or calm you down. Their really isn't anything better than cruise'n with the windows down listening to your favorite jam. Music has the power to move nations. "Everyone likes to dance to a happy song, With a catchy chorus and beat so they can sing along -Weezer. " After all its not just a beat its a heart beat.